Thursday, April 26, 2012

When I die

So as my life goes on. I always have this little voice that keeps circling around my life. It is when I am dying and dead. Now I know that is weird and strange for a young girl to be thinking about it.

If I do die when I am young I know that every step I take I have fillfulled it with the best kindred heart. If I die I want my friends to move on with every footstep knowing I am there behind them guiding them to their dreams. In the naked night I shall be that star that will shine bright letting them know that they are not alone. I want them to know that every breath they take is something that beautiful and not hatred for all that have done them wrong. I want them to find that peace that I have been searching for. Every heart beat is something that means love and freedom. The wind that circles around them is me whispering to them pushing them on. For every cry that runs down like a waterfall on thier cheeks it will be joy and memories we had and nothing that is sad. For every pray is for every child that is lost, found, and has nothing to gain. For those eyes looking in heaven is for me as I shall look down smiling. For every rain I shall pour my tears knowing that this world shall never take us apart.

For my family I want them to know that every breath I took it was to live and enjoy every moment that I had with them and that I am with my grandparents and my father. For every pray is for all who need it as well for my mother. I would want peace for my family and mother to enjoy each others company. Step  by step is something that they need to understand and fill that heart with my pray and hope. For my family I will always be there with them and take those prays to everyone and know that I am a handprint on thier hearts.

I shall be that little kiss when the winter comes. I shall be that wind whispering that it is okay and that I am there always never leaving them alone in the dark. I shall be that star when nothing else lights that dark path. I shall be that beauty of clouds and roses that circle the spring. I shall be that snow covering this land. I shall be that angel that pours love for all my friends and family. I shall reach out and wrap those wings around each and everyone that needs me. I shall be there when someone else is dying. I shall be that comfort and my tears shall rejoice those that have fallen.

 For as long as I am alive I shall fill this universe with every essence of peace, love, soul, and this heart of mine, but if I am gone before I can spill this I will stay here a ghost and an angel pouring out my soul and heart to seep through tiny cracks. Until my dying breath I shall be a witness and these hands of mine shall cover this universe.

Okay whew I got that out of my system. LIke I said I know its weird and strange for me to create this, but you never know when it is your last breath, but live this life as if its your last and always rejoice with love and peace in that heart and be a handprint that has shape someone in thier life. Peace everyone

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